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f:id:cissapossa2018:20190404213918j:imageThe stillness that time passes

 

 

 

彼女はやりきれない思いを抱えていた

 


わたしが彼女を包み込める様な男性だったら…

 

わたしと一緒にいる時間だけでも

彼女を温かい体温で抱きしめることが出来るのに…

 


彼女の人工毛は

抗ガン剤による副作用のために薄くなった髪を補っていた

 


震災のことなど全く眼中に無いって本音を話してくれた彼女の前で

私はそれから一切震災の話題は出さなかった

 

 


手術を諦めていた彼女に

可愛い一人娘がいた

 

どんなに辛かったことか…

 

 


東日本大震災から原発

あのとき沢山の命が失われ

沢山の被害者が出た

それぞれが精一杯だった

 

 


しかし全ての人間が

それぞれが生きる人生の中に

痛切に抱えているものがある

 


自分だけじゃない

みんな同じなんだって

 

 

 

 …わたしは震災の絵は描けない

 

 

 

 

She held unbearable feeling.

 


If I'm the man who can wrap her....


At time when I'm here with her.
Though it's possible to hug her by my warm body temperature....

 


Her artificial hair.
Her hair which became thin for a side effect by an anticancer drug was made up.

 


She who completely spoke to an earthquake disaster about real feelings with Think nothing.
I never spoke about a topic of an earthquake disaster in front of her after that.

 


She gave up Surgical operation.
And the cute only daughter existed in her.

 


Is she how long was that it painful feeling.

 


From an eastern Japan great earthquake, nuclear power plant

The life of much is lost at that time.

A lot of victims have gone out.

Each was Utmost.

 


But all man.

During the life when each lives.

There is something held acutely.

 


It isn't only one.

Everyone is same.

 

 


... I can't draw a picture of the earthquake disaster.